painfully average

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Though you might think that I'm blogging, and that's something but it doesn't really feel like it. Here I am, just merely typing (another something, as what many will think) but things feel kind of gloomy today, not that it was a bad day but it's just one of those painfully average days ya know?

I was a little down when my hardwork didn't really pay off, 33/50? It was definitely the average, lots of people scored 33, I mean, it's good but it just wasn't on par with the effort I put in, or so I felt. *sigh* Things aren't as easy as they used to be, and I know not everything goes my way but I'm freaking out for tomorrow, cause there's another test tomorrow! a tougher one, midterms; it feels as though I'm not going to do well ler.. Feeling like an underdog of an underdog actually :\

Hopefully the outcome of our CTR quiz aren't as disappointing; will be waiting for that. In the mean time, it's time to hit the books and shut up about the past :)..

p/s: I miss AJ Rafael .. ..

- c h e r