Dear Mr. H

I knew this day would come; the day where we shake each other's hands, say our farewells and go our separate ways. For there is no other choice, you have others to bless and I have to move on with life although it might seem impossible at times. We both knew it would come to this and now that it has; I say thank you for the times we shared together and hope you cherish it just as much as I do. In the span of these few months together with you, I found much joy, happiness and peace unlike any other, for that I am eternally grateful. Despite the times I've said that I never wanted you around and that I was better off, never have I once meant it and now regretfully apologize for ever saying so. Today; my last day with you has made me realize how much I’ll miss your company in the latter days when you are no more here, however, knowing that you’ll return someday brings a sense of hope. So, until I see you again once more, goodbye Mr. Holiday.

Missing you

- c h e r

the giver and not the gift

New handphone chain by kor from Singapore.

It glows in the dark *winks*

NEW handphone pouch!

Bought by kor from Singapore also.

[yeah, i know it's crazy that my brother decided to buy me stuff o.O]

Such guilty pleasure, it's EXACTLY like
a chocolate bar in ice-cream form.

from Gomez and Mimi

*drools*

Candy that kor brought back from Singapore.

Super yummy!:)

The very very new Disagree album,
- To Prevent The Earth From Moving With You -

from Me to Myself

[though I told people that it wasn't so good, but I listened to it over again and it grew on me]

Isn't it interesting how things of not the greatest value [in terms of cost] can sometimes

be that great a value.

:D

- c h e r

weighing it all

Massive confusion has dawned upon this very being, the uncertainty of something can sometimes kill, almost literally. Never have I been placed into a situation where this much confusion was caused [as far as my memory goes], there's more to it than just right and wrong, good and bad. I mean, just because something isn't right, doesn't necessarily mean that it is wrong right? Sort of, like how something that isn't bought can't be utterly deemed as stolen.

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this or that, THAT is the question.

Just recently, an imaginary giant ball of sticky icky gunk just rolled it's way into my life. Uninvited and uncalled for of course, yet somehow it decided to stay and it has been around since then and boy, some mess it has made *sighs*. It tried to "knock" my principles and beliefs and basically just psycho-ed me. I sometimes ask myself, why aren't things more specific or precise, why can't it be simply.. Simpler. Why is there always that patch of grey contradicting the things that are and aren't. Why something found isn't always something that was initially lost? Why not helping someone [regardless of the situation] is often labeled as unhelpful.

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Loyalty to a friend is one thing,

Giving someone a shot at love which everyone so rightly deserves is another,

Which tips the scale?

- c h e r

Sunway, done our way.

Weeks and weeks we've waited for this day! *chuckles*

Everyone was pretty down ever since the whole PD trip was cancelled due to.... errr, nobody really knew what but we came up with a solution, FAST. We meaning Bowie, Jeremy, Zaf and myself decided to go to Sunway Lagoon instead // not too far, not too near, but sweet enough of an escape ;) // After all, it's each others company that mattered most and not where we were headed. Settling payments and transportation was way simpler than I thought it would be, considering we're quite indecisive people and all, hee!

That morning, we had another faithful comrade accompanying us on our trip, Anthony. Anthony is Bowie's friend who does kick boxing, guitar playing and is from Kepong High [yeah, that part I don't like so much, Xp] We warmed up real quick and all became friends with each other, he seem to appeal to Jeremy most, with Dota, Demigod and what not. Lol.. So after breakfast, Anthony drove us to Pyramid where we were well ahead of time and just wandered about. Soon, the ticketing counters were full, or overflowing if i may; rows and rows of people were already there so we quickly ran across the road and "ploughed" as Jeremy would call it.

The rest is history :)

all photos curtesy of bubu tiong.

- rest of the photos on facebook

Notice there aren't any pictures of us IN Sunway Lagoon? Something happened, actually lots happened which I am not at liberty to discuss, you know..

whatever happens in Sunway Lagoon, stays in Sunway Lagoon.

- c h e r

jump! jump! jump!!

Funny how life throws random imaginary hurdles in front of you as you are running the race of life. You see them from afar and know they are there; but often times just can't stop in time to jump over and yeah, at times it feels like they never stop coming. Haha.. Worst still, there are some of us who even let it take its course and just wait to fall *o.O*. Inertia and momuntum, yada yada yada.. Haha. It's somewhat a phenomenon of life, things get in your way and going around it isn't really an option. It's then where you just have to choose to.. either jump or be jumped over.

To jump, to leap sort of symbolizes victory, success or triumph, how something is uprehended mainly. The very act of overcoming something when (possibly) the odds are against you or not in your favour. It is great to be able to do so ultimately when challenges/trials are staring you straight in the eye; when they took you by suprise. Then again, it is not enough to merely "jump" over your situation, how about when you land? What's the point of "jumping" over a hurdle and not having both your legs firmly rooted to the ground after? It's not even counted as a jump really. Haha.. Furthermore, like i said "either jump or be jumped over". Ditto with "make a decision or it will be made for you." and when times get rough bare in mind,

"When the Lord closes the door,

someway he opens a window."

- He never gives you more than you can handle :)

So remember, when life gives you hurdles..

JUMP!!!

- c h e r