Skype and webcams just aren't enough sometimes

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Shit! It has only been a few days since I last talked and webcam-ed with Denise, [my best friend since I could remember] and I'm already missing her like how a wife misses her husband when he's away on a business trip. Difference is, "he'll" come back, Denise won't; or not yet, 2 years time she says but whose to say for sure. I miss you, babe! Wish you were somehow back here // I am still somehow unable to grasp the fact that I've made it through half of my teenage life without her physically being here. Despite that, I turned out okay I guess; not an emotional wreck, a *ahem* or a drug dealer of some sort but i BET i would be way better than I am now if she were still here :)

She says she wants to come back KL cause she doesn't want her future son to be a druggie and her future daughter, a slut. Haha! Anyone's life would definitely be a whole different ball game in the US. I can't even begin to express how proud I am of her, adapting well, staying true to herself, doing great in school, standing firm on her principles and not shaken by her peers *smiles proudly*. Oh, not forgetting, having a great guy alongside her, Nate. He takes good care of her, hehe :). She's the same, it's almost as if Denise had nothing that America could really influence only the other way around *hugs*

Amazing how the years pass without really "warning" anyone, some say its sort of like a theft in the night. We're finally both 18 y/o this year [i remembered how we thought we'd never get there at one point, haha!] Throughout the years we've shared many secrets, kept many secrets, stood by each other through thick and thin and became each others handkerchief whenever needed. Hehe. Thank you for being that person who always gave me a helping hand or a lending ear, slapped me when I freaked out and kicked tha crap out of me whenever I messed up. Haha!You have always saw the best in me and hence brought out the best in me :'). So until both your feet land on KL ground once more, i love ya Denise Marie Teoh Poh Sim! XOXO




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